It's confusing. It's messing with my head. I feel so comfortable with you, it's like we've been together forever. But we're not together. We're kind of like best friends, maybe almost lovers. Because I kinda think you're in Love with me, I'm almost sure you're in Love with me. But please don't say it. Don't ruin what we have. Maybe I'm in Love with you too, it's kinda possible. But what you hate the most is when girls tell you they don't want to ruin the friendship. But I really don't want to ruin what we have, we're like almost lovers, and it feels great.
But none of this matters as long as my mind is controlled by him, you know who. The one we fight about a lot, the one I would do anything for, the one that uses me and plays me. And does anything but respect me. So whatever we have it doesn't matter untill I get him out of my head.