It's not an option. And I hate it. Now that i'm finally over that Jerk and falling for a good guy. One who would treat me right and respect me. It's still not possible. And it drives me crazy. I promised myself and everybody else that I would not fall for you. And now second by second, minute by minute, day by day, we're becoming closer, more lovers than friends. I thought I was just thinking it, lying to myself, but than why am I constantly thinking about him and why do I miss him when I haven't seen him in a day and why do I want to be around him all the time. I guess we all know the answer but because it's not an option we're not going to put it down here. I will lock it away in my heart.