I've been trying, I've been trying so hard. Trying to lock you away in my heart, to forget about you, to not think about you. But it's just not working. Bu how could it, when you still hug me like you love me, kiss me on my head like you care for me, laugh with me like we're best friends and argue with me like we're in a real relationship.
I know we're just friends. But for me that's not working, 'cause you're in my head, just all the time. And I'm not thinking of you like a friend, no, I'm thinking of you like you're the one for me.
Just hoping that somewhere between all the lies and the cheating, there's a good part in you.
And that good part of you, that part loves me. But again hope sucks.
Have you ever read something that killed you inside? Like a text message or someone's status. Everything was going fine until you accidentally came across something you didn't want to read. Or found out something you were better off not knowing. It's almost as if it was posted just to purposely hurt you. But you constantly read it over and over again to torture yourself. It sucks how one little thing can ruin your whole day.