Change is good. Most of the time. And things are definitely changed. It's weird, changing the way you act around someone. But I can't help it. It's better this way. But I hate it. I hate that even if I act like I don't care. It still moves me. And worst part is, he doesn't notice, and even if he would notice it, I think he wouldn't even understand. He wouldn't understand why.
But that's just because he's dumb.
And it's just now, I'm realizing it.
I know now that I hadn't any future with him and that he couldn't give me what I want.
But who cares. Even I still do, I don't want a talk about it anymore.
He has a girlfriend, let her worry about him, because he's not worth anymore of time.
Things are so done.
I don't wanna see him, I don't want talk to him, I don't wanna know him.
Even better I wish we'd never met.